"Goodnight and sweetest dreams Jin Hui" I say this whenever I feel uncomfortable.
I am disappointed in myself.
I guess this is why I cannot make promises to you.
I guess this is why I asked you not to trust me.
Because I seem to break all the promises I make to myself.
Since young, my mom told me never to lie to your partner, never break the trust between each other, because once it is broken, it can never be pieced backed together like how it once was.
I do not know how much my words will mean to you tomorrow, after all my past actions, and I have abused and misused the phrase "I am sorry" one too many time.