I want to overcome our problem badly, you are special to me, never doubt that, and we are running out of time, I am getting anxious, because I want to love you wholly.
My friends and I hardly meet up, even though we do, it would be late at night, just to lepak, it is almost impossible to catch them for dinner, because they are just so caught up with their lives…. and speaking of initiative, I did ask them out for a outing such as paintball were we could bring and introduce people, I've never met their partners before, and I didn't want our relationships to cause our friendship to distant, and I wanted to introduce you to them. But all they did was to shrug the idea off. Anyways I know meeting would not be very advisable now, and I am to blame, because I have let you down, by not keeping the nature of our relationship a secret. I understand your ire at me, and I know that little can be done about the situation. I'm lost for what to say, or what to do, and I am feeling extremely miserable about it, because I know it is not okay. Your silence is deafening, your stares are piercing.Please know that I want to resolve this problem, and I will put all my effort in trying to resolve this.
