Sunday, March 1, 2015

unhappiness.

I am going to reiterate, I am not discouraging you from taking your license, I am only asking you to put more thought into it. If you have made up your mind, I would support your decision wholly. In fact, I would be certainly most ecstatic if you were to take your license, after all, I have been advocating for the love of the ocean, I have been helping people obtain their diving certification. And I would accompany you for the trip. Yes I will.

Yesterday night left me utterly speechless. The whole debate was irrational. In the end both of us was left bitter. I felt that even if I tried to talk things out it wasn't going to be logically thought through. You were too filled with emotions by that point of time and your mind was shut off.  Therefore, I dropped the topic. But that doesn't mean that I am going to let this whole episode go. I am just handling this episode in a manner which I believe would cause as little ire as possible. I hope you give yesterday a thought, as I want to be vindicated of your accusations, and hopefully receive an sincerely apology.

If you were wondering, I am more of upset and perturbed than angry at you. 

You always question whether I am scared of you. I am not. In fact, I understand and deeply respect you and I want to shower you with love. Above all, I want you to be happy.